Monday, January 23, 2012

To Anna

I remember holding you in my arms that very first time thinking, "Is she really mine?" I was scared - that God would entrust something so fragile and so beautiful to us to care for. And yet...I was so very, very THANKFUL!

Secretly, I had wanted my first baby to be a little girl. That had been my dream for years, so when the sonographer announced at our ultrasound that you were, indeed, a GIRL - I couldn't believe it. I think I had prepared myself for a boy...just in case...that when the news came that we should focus on buying pink...I was shocked. Happily shocked! :-) Thankfully, on January 23, 1997 at 5:39 pm - the news the sonographer had given us a few months prior was validated - here was my baby girl, my beautiful baby girl!

And now...my beautiful baby girl has developed into a beautiful young lady.

Anna, your beauty is not just external sweetheart, but your internal beauty is what makes this mother's heart sing. You are uniquely compassionate for those less fortunate...whether it be the kid being bullied or the malnourished child in Africa or perhaps the elderly woman in the grocery store that can hardly push her shopping cart, your compassion is so real. You love people. You want to serve people. And that makes me smile!

But, you also love God - unashamedly! I love your bold faith - so much bolder than my own at your age. You are not ashamed of the Gospel, and you are certainly not ashamed to admit you're a Jesus girl! I love that about you sweetheart! Your desire to want others to have what you have (or Who you have) is so beautiful. You go to great lengths, no matter that cost, to be the hands and feet of Jesus to people that you "do life" with so that they can see the Savior in you and want Him too! That is so uniquely rare in a young lady of 15. At your age, it's more common to be obsessed with the latest fashions/labels, your external appearance, the cute boys around you, what life can give you. But you, my dear, are thankfully different. Those things, while nice at times, aren't the things that impress you. And that also makes me smile!

You've endured much heartache in your brief 15 years, but my sweet girl...you are rising above it all! You are a living example of Romans 8:28, and I can't wait to see how God will continue to use your obedient heart in the days, months, and years to come.

So, today, on your 15th birthday...I wanted to publicly say how proud I am of you, Anna! I love you beyond words, and I am so very thankful that God hand-picked you to be my daughter!

Happy Birthday 'Sweet-Sweet'!!!! 

10 comments:

  1. Glad I don't have my makeup on yet...happy tears! :~) Happy birthday to beautiful, sweet Anna! :~)

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    1. Thank you Carrie! She had a wonderful birthday (her own words). :-)

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  2. Yes, HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY sweet Anna ♪♫♪♫! Though we have never met, you and my sweet daughters are walking a similar path, and I'm so glad that I can echo your sweet Mama's thoughts! You sound much like my girls and I'm so PROUD of you sweet girl! KEEP ON TRUSTING JESUS and looking to HIM . . . and He will give you the desires of your heart ♥ Hang on girl - I can see that God has BIG things planned for you!! ♥ Can't wait to see where HE takes you! :)

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    1. Thank you for your sweet birthday wishes and words of encouragement to Anna, my new friend! :-)

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  3. Leah,
    Your letter to Anna is beyond beautiful, something she will always treasure. She is a beautiful young lady! Y'all have been through such hard times, but you are both a testimony to God's faithfulness. May He continue to fill you with joy as you walk out this journey of love.
    Happy Birthday to you both! (Wasn't yours the 21st?)
    Blessings,
    Carol

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    1. Carol - Thank you for your sweet comment. I think she's beautiful too (but, I am definitely biased). :-) Yes - my bday was the 21st, and God blessed us both on our first birthdays without Chris.

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    1. Thank you Cindy! I shared your greetings with her! :-)

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  5. What a beautiful tribute to your daughter, Leah...Happy birthday to Anna!

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    1. Thank you Beth! You're very sweet, and I sent your birthday greeting Anna's way!

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