My heart hurts today. I don't have much to write. So, this post is mostly one of pictures. On this day, 3 years ago, I became Mrs. Christopher Gillen. Our marriage ended much too soon when he went to live with Jesus on May 4, 2011. I ache today. We should be celebrating the absolutely beautiful marriage that God gave us. It was amazing! I never felt loved by a human being more on this earth than by my sweet Chris. Oh...how I ache today...missing him so much. The "what ifs" plague me. And yet...I rejoice in the God that has me in the palm of His hand right now. Sweet Jesus, let me feel your nearness today!